Romantic Friday Writers: Forgiven
Romantic Friday Writers if the brain child of L'Aussie and Francine Howarth. It is a blogfest of the highest order followed by RWA. Each week a different theme is presented and you can take up the gauntlet or pass if life has made you too busy. You do not have to join RWA, but it might be a good idea. I haven't done that yet for financial reasons. There is a link that you can follow at the end of my post.
Today the theme for Romantic Friday Writers is Forgiven. We are to write our character having a change of heart or direction in 400 words or less.
Lauren knew the truth. It settled in her stomach like rotten meat seasoned liberally with the salt of her lies and the pepper of her falsehood. How could she bring herself to tell Randall? He had been so kind to her. His love had worked like sunscreen to shield her from the UV rays of her memory. But…alas she knew she must face the painful decision she had regretted for the last decade. How would he respond? Randall, who had asked her to marry him, who wanted children.
Oh she loved him. She wanted to marry him and have those children. Yes and yes, but...if she waited to tell him, she might enjoy a few more happy years. God knew she needed happiness, complete with Randall's embrace.
Why had she been so foolish as a teenager? Her mother had warned her, but…she went to the party and got into the car. The crash that took the lives of her friends had left her alive but only partially. She broke her pelvis and lost the child she carried. Then came the discovery of her cancer and the doctors removed her uterus. She would never bare Randall's child. He would never forgive her.
Randall stood in her door. Casual attire, blue jeans and plaid shirt. His dark hair made those blue eyes more intense.
"Before we go out I must tell you something." Lauren bit her lower lip.
He kissed her cheek. She let him in and they sat on her sofa. Nerves made her palms moist and she rung her fingers like a terrycloth.
"What is it?" His beloved voice spoke those words and filtered through her defenses.
"I…" how could she say it? "I can't marry you."
"You deserve better."
"You're kidding, right?
She shook her head. In her imagination she saw him grow angry and storm out of the house. If he did, Lauren would never have to tell him the truth. But he didn't. Instead he reached for her hand.
"I know you love me."
It was over. "I can't have children."
"What?" His confusion was like ice crystals shredding her love.
Oh God, she knew she must. She knew it was impossible to bury the truth along with her lost child, her lost innocence, her missing body part, so she told him.
"Come here you," Randall said. "You are my love. I am completed by you."
Word count: 400
I had to edit this one a lot to cut it back to 400. One of the good things about this weekly challenge is learning how to pack a punch in less words. I hope you enjoyed my submission. To read the other 'Forgiven' offerings go here.